Suspended in the New Fade, Part 3

suspension is a terrible thing

suspension is limbo
and no way to know
what will happen next
and so you feel vexed

suspension is a place to be
like climbing a tree
only if you know how to get down
assuming that you are not a clown

suspension is rarely up to you
but when it is pray to have a clue
because if you don't you'll wonder
if you're back there in one more blunder

suspension is something you've earned
and perhaps something you've already learned
but it's also something you don't need
not that you get to plead

suspension is something you want to fight
knowing that it's a terrible plight
but you won't and you can't
like someone's gift plant

suspension is a terrible thing